Woke up this morning, alone. Feeling tired and unmotivated. All I can think about is nick and jess.
Fml.
Look at my blog, now look me.
Who wants to bet that I will still be a virgin at 33?
Went out to a bar (alone, don’t ask me how I got there). Drank like Jess Day (pink wine, please). Bumped in to some “friends” (more like aquientances). They started talking about HBO shows and I’m like awkwardly….. “Umm…. i watch New Girl? I love Zooey.” They said something about top chef and then compared her to Katy Perry….
Then I left early to go home and I ate my $2 ham.
Forever alone and confused,
- your bb girl
I don’t believe that every single person on this planet has plans and are going out for New Year’s Eve. Or am I the only one who sleeps through it every year? New Years is so overrated. Forever alone?
sometimes i wonder if i chose the wrong path. maybe my obsessions have driven me to a dead end without my awareness. maybe this path was not made for me but for someone else and i am just merely walking in their shadow. im too far down this path to look back now.
But once upon a time, I swore I was on the right path.
I hope it is still
my life can’t get any boring-er
I’m not going to lie, I need more boys in my life. Guyfriends, bros, dudes, men, pigs. A girls life is kinda boring…
I envy u Zooey.
Love like any other drug comes with unwanted side effects including:
-nausea
-heartburn
-vomitting
-depression
-mood swings
-chronic pain
-insomnia
FOX says and I quote, “If you like New Girl, you will like Ben and Kate.”
I say, “NO. No, you don’t get it FOX… You will understand our love for zooey New Girl”
sometimes i think i have grown out of my zooey obessession due to the fact that she has become so much more successfully mainstream, i mean popular but then i see a picture of her and im like ” I AM NOT OVER YOU! YOU ARE FLAWLESS!”
Today has been a really rough day for me. Let’s say it felt almost like judgment day. But when times are tough, there is only 2 things that are certain in life, which are death and NEW GIRL Tuesday nights.
I have to tell myself, I don’t need anyone else. I don’t need support. Stop trying to find a home. Stop being so clingy. I can do it on my own. Love and companionship is something I always wanted but not something I need.
you are strong. you are powerful. you can do anything. you are a winner
I have never encountered someone who accepts me for who I am. I always have to be someone else for the sake of the social norms. I am going to die alone!! I am not happy!
